Friday, 15 January 2010

If You're Happy and You Know It Clap Your Hands

Ok so I may possibly be slightly addicted again! I was going to do a normal one, then my Salsa rant came out and said to myself 'let's run with that'! So it's 2.22 in the morning and I am supposed to be up tomorrow to go to the aquarium. I am really looking forward to it actually. I think I am more excited about spending time with my friends. Friends who I never thought I deserved, but who I don't know what I would do without.
When I came to Uni I remember not being happy. I wanted to leave. I was lonely and on my own... which was never a good combination. Then I moved into my new home, and I began to hang out with different people, and I discovered that these people wanted to spend time with me. That they were inviting me places and it wasn't always me doing the organising (although, me being the control freak I am, I actually like doing the organising! Mother's daughter I guess!) It's nice to find people who I get one with, who I have things in common with and who are genuinly lovely people!
I'm not going to say the changes in the last 4 months has been easy and without it's strange moments. Like the one I had while I was getting to sleep the other night. I suddenly looked around my room and thought to myself: 'You live here. On your own. Looking after yourself. On your own. You're fending for yourself. Cooking. Cleaning. Working. Partying. And all the stuff that comes with living ON YOUR OWN!' M'not gonna lie... t'was strange to say the least. there has been much change in the past months. Relationships with people changing. My attitudes towards thing changing. My ability to cope with things changing. My personality (slightly) changing.
I can honestly say that, at Uni, I am happier than I have been in a long time, possibly ever if that isn't too strong to admit! Well put it this way, my crisp and chocolate increase has dropped dramatically, which only comes from a lack of need to comfort eat. Me likes this!
Anyway, I think this is enough for now! Look out for any further posts from the Gingerness which is Moi! Ttfn!

2 comments:

  1. Haha. I personnally like this post becasue my amazing awesomeness means that I'm in it <3...the scary thing is that this is totally the same for me...minus the fact that I seem to be doing all the organising now hahah :D xxx

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  2. I love these last two posts, babe. Lovely writing and so passionate. Get back dancing, please! Loves ya :-)

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